Eternal Lover

I'm only a man.
Please forgive me.
Try as I might, for as long as I may live, I'll never be able to love you the way you deserve.

We are from different worlds.
I lack home training.
Never had a role model.
Don't believe in much other than the money in my pocket and the might of my fists.
Lived a life full of shame.
Lied to myself about it for so long I don't remember what the truth is.

Yet, here you are.
Loving me since day 1.
Comforted pains.
Wiped away tears.
Showed my that heaven is real.

I look and you and cry tears of joy and pity.
You must be in a bad place in life to love a fool like me the way you do.
I want to be Mr. Right.
Make you smile every waking moment.
Give you all the joys your presence in my life has given me.

I'll never be able to.
I'm assuming you know that.
What I will do is never make another promise.
You will know I love you.

 

Humpday Entertainment: Valentine's Edition

A day designated to honor love intrigues me.
SO it grieves me to see so many atrocities, and hypocrisies committed in loves name.
As if loves a game.
Its a shame so many could be so lame.
Taking loves name in vain for pleasure and gain.
Bringing others pain.
Making it hard for them to love again.

Let he who has not sinned cast the first stone!
I've made fool of love.
I stand not alone.
For I lived a lifetime with a heart that had no home.
It was stone.
Feeling alone I was like a dog trying to bury my bone.

Now because of love I've grown.
Time has shown that love, when it's full blown,
will take you higher than any satellites have ever flown.

I beseech you all to find love and hold on tight.
Love with your deeds and it will be enough to get the through the hardest times of your life.
The pain will still be real, and their will still be times when nothings seems to go right.
Yet, if you hold on to love, when times are their darkest, you shall have light.

Prelude to Valentine's

I don’t just love you.

I feel you in my bones.

When I think of your smile sensations pass through my whole body

Lying next to you comforts me no matter what turmoil life subjects me to.

I stare and you and reminisce

I loved you at first sight but I never expected we’d share a love like this.

Your love strengthens me, gives me courage, provides hope.

The love we make has taught me the beauty of unselfishness.

As I travel this road we call life, I never feel lost or alone.

I feel your touch on every breeze.

The birds sing with your voice

The puffs of every cloud form statues of your face.

Everything I eat and drink tastes like your kiss.

The slightest touch of any kind is orgasmic if I’m already thinking of you.

I feel like a thief.

All the joys and pleasures you have given me are undeserved.

I’m unworthy of even the blissful memories we share.

Yet you are still here.

You were made beautiful so that I would love you.

You were made naive so that you could love me.

I am made whole by your love, and wisdom.

I learn from your patience and thrive because of your forgiveness.

I’m no greater than the next man, nor any less.

Yet your love makes me the most fortunate man alive.

Pleasure Principle #1

I miss the night though it just passed.
It's hard to concentrate.
My thoughts wander to the pleasures you've given me.
There are too many to name.
What amazes me most is the pain you've endured for the sake of pleasure.
My pleasure!
It could be worse.
At least I'm no minute man.

How many times have we collapsed then waited to catch our breath before rolling into each others arms?

How many mornings have we awakened to start all over again?

I know its mean but I love making you fight yourself.

Fight me.

"Stop," you say.

"Are you sure?" I ask tenderly as I touch your weakness.

I never could tell what your response is to that. I just smile to myself as I drive you to a new height in ecstasy.

It is my duty as your lover to encourage you to allow me to show you all the pleasures that loving can provide.

I'm just thanking you for motivating me to do my job.